It hurts in my heart...

I broke down... curled up on the bathroom floor and bawled my eyes out... the sound of little footsteps and the hug of tiny arms around my neck were everything that I needed and more than I could handle. Addison, I don't know how  you knew what Mommy needed or how badly she needed it, but at 20 months, you were the first person to truly offer solace today. I love you, more than words can ever say and this awful day makes me cherish you even more.