I will never cease to be amazed at the human capacity to survive. Internally, I feel like absolute chaos - my heart has a hole in it, my soul hurts, my mind cannot stop the 'what-if' and 'I should have...' thoughts. It boggles my brain that I can still somehow get out of bed each morning, take care of my children, attempt to maintain relationships, and try to move forward.
All I know is that on my own, I would be nothing more than a puddle on the floor at this point. I am so thankful that He is with me through this.
Just stopping in to check on you. I'm glad you're not alone and that you have your faith to help you through this difficult time .
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